I quit, I give up, nothing’s good enough for anybody else, It seems
And being alone is the best way to be
When I’m by myself it’s the best way to be
When I’m all alone it’s the best way to be
When I’m by myself, nobody else can say goodbye
Everything is temporary anyway

Edie Brickell & New Bohemians

There really is no place for creativity, arts or need to be special in this monotone world. I should stop trying to swim upstream and be just another statistic.

A recent exercise on resume writing, I decided to give my self designed resume a go with the big guys. It previous failed getting approval with my supervisor. So I thought maybe he was just being conservative and safe, which I thought was reasonable since he is more experienced. but I just wanted to try again. The response wasn’t good (the resume in scrutiny is found here).

I just hate the word “standard”. I think I may not be cut out for the rigid working world. I used to hate having to follow letter templates in army. I guess what someone observed of me some time ago is that I don’t like to be boxed in and that will predict my future life & activities.

~sigh~